Welcome

I have suffered from autoimmune disease since the age of 17 and I have several relatives who are also fighting autoimmune diseases. I have been diagnosed with Autoimmune Hepatitis (AIH), Lupus, and the Antiphospholipid Syndrome (APS). Family members have been diagnosed with Rheumatoid Arthritis, Dermatomyositis, Grave’s, Hashimoto’s, Vitiligo, and Type I Diabetes.

In the search for my diagnosis, I have seen doctors in six states, from every medical specialty, seven of whom were Rheumatologists. I had an extremely difficult time finding a doctor to take my symptoms seriously because most of my blood work was normal and I did not look sick. I have a Master’s degree in Aerospace engineering and solve puzzles for a living as a systems analyst. I resorted to reading medical journal articles to try to put my own pieces together when the doctors were finished looking. I ended up being a very complicated case and had the unfortunate luck to end up with the rarest and oddest of symptoms, as if all autoimmune symptoms aren’t bizarre enough! It took me 13 years to finally find a doctor who understood my body.

As a result of my search for a diagnosis, I’ve learned a lot about the immune system, doctors, and the medical system. I’ve been asked by numerous people who have heard my story how did I find out certain facts, or how did I find a certain doctor because they also have a friend who the doctors don’t seem to be able to help? Over time, I’ll post all the knowledge I’ve gained over the years, to give someone else having troubles obtaining that elusive diagnosis some other options to consider when you hit a brick wall.

Email: autoimmunediagnosis@gmail.com

Medical Disclaimer

This website is for informational purposes only. Readers are encouraged to confirm the information contained herein with other sources. Patients should review the information with their professional health care provider. The information is not intended to replace medical advice offered by physicians. Remember I’m a rocket scientist not a doctor.

Friday, November 27, 2009

HELLP Syndrome in APS and Lupus

I had never heard of the HELLP syndrome until after having my first baby. My symptoms went into remission and the pregnancy went smoothly. I did go into labor 4 weeks early, but it turned out to be a blessing and probably saved both my life and my baby’s. HELLP stands for Haemolysis, Elevated Liver enzymes, and Low Platelets. The HELLP syndrome is a rare life threating complication of pregnancy. Even though the hallmark sign of the HELLP syndrome is a low platelet count, the HELLP syndrome is actually a clotting problem. Something triggers the clotting cascade and the platelet count drops as multiple clots are formed throughout the body including the liver, which ultimately shreds the red blood cells leading to anemia. The only way to stop HELLP and save the mother’s life is to deliver that baby no matter if the baby is able to survive on its own or not. Patients with APS or Lupus are at a higher risk for developing HELLP. Lovenox and aspirin are given to help prevent the HELLP syndrome in Lupus patients. Even on both medications, I still developed the HELLP syndrome. Usually patients developed pre-eclampsia with elevated blood pressure and protein in the urine before developing the HELLP syndrome. I was an unusual case in that my blood pressure was a perfect 120/80 and I didn’t even have a trace of protein in my urine. It’s important for APS patients to be screened using blood work to catch complications before they go undetected too far.

The HELLP syndrome in the antiphospholipid syndrome: retrospective study of 16 cases in 15 women.

HELLP-like syndrome associated with hepatic necrosis in a patient with systemic lupus erythematosus.

Saturday, October 31, 2009

Invalid INR tests in APS patients

Most doctors don’t realize that INR tests may not be accurate in patients with APS or Lupus patients positive for Lupus anticoagulants. It was a nightmare to regulate my INR levels while I was on Coumadin for a DVT. I had to take a fairly large dose of Coumadin to get my INR within therapeutic ranges. Just when everything would seem stable, my INR would drastically spike to a high value. My blood work was like a rollercoaster and I had to have my INR checked weekly. After I was diagnosed with APS, the doctor explained that the antibodies themselves can cause the INR test to read too high or too low. Sometimes the finger stick machines will actually display an error when testing a patient with APS. Looking back, I was probably the patient that was really supratherapeutic (blood was thinned too much) even though the tests showed that I was subtherapeutic. This is another example of how lab tests are not always correct and if doctors are not aware the consequences could be dangerous. Below are some journal articles explaining the INR test issues. Their results showed that the chromogenic factor X and prothrombinproconvertin time assays were the most accurate methods to monitor coagulation in APS patients.

Monitoring Warfarin Therapy in Patients with Lupus Anticoagulants

INR Monitoring in Patients with Antiphospholipid Antibodies with Finger Stick INR Devices

Wednesday, September 16, 2009

Chilblains Lupus

Chilblains (sometimes called perniosis) are extremely painful sores that appear on the extremities such as fingers, toes, and ears. The red swollen sores usually occur during very cold yet humid conditions. If the sores last for extended periods of time or occur during warm weather, the Chilblains are more than likely caused by a connective tissue disease. Chilblains are most commonly associated with Lupus but are also seen in patients with undifferentiated connective tissue disease and Raynaud’s.

Clinical and histopathologic features and immunologic variables in patients with severe chilblains. A study of the relationship to lupus erythematosus.

Chilblain lupus erythematosus (lupus pernio): clinical review of the Mayo Clinic experience and proposal of diagnostic criteria.

Below are some pictures of my feet with Chilblains sores. It is extremely painful and I wanted to cut my toes off. When the sores start to heal the pain is replaced with intense itching. Not fun. Chilblains Lupus is a rare symptom of Lupus and most Rheumatologist have never seen a case. Three Rheumatologist saw my feet in person and another three saw the pictures. None of them could identify the sores. Trental and Plaquenil are suggested as treatment for Chilblains Lupus in medical journal articles. Prednisone instantly healed my sores and Procardia helped keep them from returning.




Wednesday, August 19, 2009

Elevated Factor VIII in Liver Disease

I had lots of coagulation blood work drawn after being diagnosed with a DVT (deep vein thrombosis). One of those tests happened to be a Factor VIII test which ended up being elevated. The test was actually ordered on accident and the doctor could not explain anything about the test. I started research Factor VIII and decided most doctors really don’t know much about this coagulation factor.

Interestingly I discovered some articles that explain Factor VIII is actually increased in liver disease when most all the other clotting proteins and factors are reduced due to impaired liver function. This sounds like a contradiction but scientists have discovered that the cirrhotic liver in unable to produce adequate amounts of a protein called low density lipoprotein receptor-related protein (LRP). One of the functions of LRP is to control the amount of Factor VIII in the blood stream by metabolizing excess amounts of Factor VIII. Another contributing factor to the increase of Factor VIII in liver disease is the increased production of von Willebrand factor (vWF) in cirrhosis. Just as LRP helps regulate the levels of Factor VIII by destroying the extra Factor VIII, vWF helps preserve Factor VIII. Therefore extra vWF and low levels of LRP would lead to higher levels of Factor VIII.


Factor VIII expression in liver disease

There is yet one more reason for increased levels of Factor VIII in liver disease. The liver is composed of tons of special cells found only in the liver called sinusoidal endothelial cells. They are very permeable and allow the liver to directly interact with the blood and perform its life essential functions. In autoimmune hepatitis (AIH) and other autoimmune liver conditions, antibodies attack these sinusoidal endothelial cells and turn them into normal capillary endothelial cells found throughout the body, which are not permeable. These special sinusoidal endothelial cells have some other important properties. One of which is they do not make Factor VIII, which normal capillary endothelial cells do. Therefore Factor VIII increases when lots of sinusoidal endothelial cells are replaced with Factor VIII producing normal endothelial cells.

Capillarization of Hepatic Sinusoid by Liver Endothelial Cell-Reactive Autoantibodies in Patients with Cirrhosis and Chronic Hepatitis

Sunday, July 19, 2009

Doctors Who Apologize

As illustrated in my last couple posts, autoimmune patients can be treated pretty poorly by medical professionals. The next couple articles show how a sincere apology from a doctor can actually heal both the doctor and the patient. As a patient who has been unfairly judged, I would like to think those doctors who have hurt me in the past realized what they did was wrong but just couldn’t bring themselves to apologize. Whether it was because of fear of admitting wrong and being sued or just plain pride, I’ll never know.


The Healing Power Of Apologies

“For moral reasons, physicians should be held to the same standards as others; that is apologies should be offered for “offenses,” not for predictable and expected mistakes.”


A Doctor's Apology Can Heal

"For me, the biggest piece of this conversation was her offering me forgiveness, you know … And it still sends a chill down my spine. Forgiveness goes both ways. It helps both sides."

“Nine years ago, no one ever blamed my mother's doctor for her death from a disease that ravaged her nonsmoker's lungs. But the memory of his apology and his earnest attempt to learn from what had happened still comforts me. There are times when "sorry" is the only thing to say. And sometimes, a doctor's apology helps everyone to heal.”


A Doctor's Apology, An Intensely Moving Experience

“The idea of a doctor apologizing to a patient was unheard of as few as 5 years ago. I first came upon the concept shortly after my misdiagnosis was resolved, through a piece run by CBS news. I promptly printed it off and mailed it to the doctors involved in my misdiagnosis. Then in 2007, CBS aired still another piece that talks about the physician's relief once the apology is made.”


Saying sorry is good for your health

“Physicians in particular may find it hard to apologize. Dr. Leape says this has to do with the culture of medicine. ‘First, our training leaves us with emotional baggage,” he says. “Physicians are selected for and socialized to expect perfect performance. A serious failure, such as an error that results in a major injury or death, can be so devastating to a doctor’s self-image that it may be overwhelming.’”

“In addition, he says, ‘Most physicians receive no training or support in offering apologies. They don’t know how to do it; they may feel ashamed and worry about being sued. So, it’s not a big surprise that apologies don’t always happen or are offered in the wrong way.’”

Sunday, July 5, 2009

Doctors Feel Threatened By Invisible Illnesses

While this article deals with Fibromyalgia, it will ring true with anyone who is suffering from an autoimmune disease. Almost everyone with an autoimmune disease has had at least one rude encounter with a doctor, friend, or loved one questioning their pain.

Some Doctors, Friends, Relatives Dismiss Sickness

"I know in my case I just had the idea if you got sick you went to a doctor and they treated you," Matallana said. "I never, ever imagined someone would question my pain and my inability to function. That was to me almost as bad as enduring the physical symptoms.”

“The transformation of dynamic people into suffering wrecks, without any apparent cause, prompts confusion and questioning. Fibromyalgia patients say even friends, relatives and spouses find it hard to accept the reality of what has been called an invisible illness.”

“Dr. Patrick Wood, an assistant professor of medicine at Louisiana State University, decided to specialize in fibromyalgia … I don't think it makes me popular with my colleagues, but we're trained to be little gods and anything that challenges our god-like capacity we dismiss," Wood said. "(A doctor) could say, 'There's nothing to objectively demonstrate you're really sick. How do I know you're sick?' You have to trust the patient's report, which we're often not willing to do when it comes to pain."

“Some doctors dismiss patients with vague complaints of pain as hypochondriacs or malingerers, lazy people looking for an excuse not to work. It doesn't help matters that he and other doctors regularly encounter true malingerers, about whom they must make judgments to determine government disability payments.”

"Every doctor is faced with being a useful idiot, being a tool for somebody who wants to get out of work," said Lubin, who trained at Yale and Harvard. "I'd rather you fooled me once and then I could say, 'Shame on you,' rather than try to prevent my ego from ever being bruised by assuming everyone whoever asked me for a pill for their pain is a drug-seeker. We can't lose our humanity just because we're afraid of being hoodwinked."

Monday, June 22, 2009

ANCA Antibodies Found in Autoimmune Hepatitis

My positive CANCA test puzzled all the doctors so I started researching ANCA antibodies in light of my other symptoms and test results. I had just recently been diagnosed with Autoimmune Hepatitis (AIH) which is an autoimmune disease where the immune system attacks the liver. I found a couple articles written by German scientists who discovered that AIH patients can be positive for CANCA as well as PANCA. Even more interesting they discovered that the target antigen responsible for creating the CANCA test result was smooth muscle. Anti Smooth Muscle Antibody (ASMA) is the commonly known antibody associated with AIH. I also tested positive for ASMA so the positive CANCA could probably be explained by ASMA.

Actin is a target antigen of anti-neutrophil cytoplasmic antibodies (ANCA) in autoimmune hepatitis type-1.

Characterization of target antigens from anti-neutrophil cytoplasmic antibodies in autoimmune hepatitis type-I.

Anti-neutrophil cytoplasmic antibodies in type 1 and 2 autoimmune hepatitis.

High-titer antineutrophil cytoplasmic antibodies in type-1 autoimmune hepatitis.

Tuesday, May 26, 2009

What Do ANCA Antibodies Look Like?

When I tested positive for C-ANCA more than once by different labs, I definitely wanted to know what they looked like.

University of Birmingham

Testing positive for CANCA still did not reveal a diagnosis. In my search to learn more about ANCA antibodies I ran across a very interesting article. The article gives images of ANCA antibodies, but the neat thing is it gives a description of all the antibodies the patient tested positive and negative for. The images do look different depending on the combination of positive antibodies.

A review of immunofluorescent patterns associated with antineutrophil cytoplasmic antibodies (ANCA) and their differentiation from other antibodies

Tuesday, May 12, 2009

ANCA Antibody Specialty Lab - University of Iowa

Doctors tested my blood for ANCA antibodies (Anti-Neutrophil Cytoplasmic Antibodies) when I was showing symptoms of vasculitis (inflammation of the blood vessels). ANCA antibodies are usually positive in vasculitis and make 2 patterns if positive, C-ANCA or P-ANCA. P-ANCA antibodies have been found in other rheumatic diseases such as Lupus, but C-ANCA is highly specific for Wegener’s, a rare form of vasculitis. When my blood came back positive for C-ANCA and it was clear I did not have Wegener’s, doctors didn’t know what to make of this. The University of Iowa has researchers who specialize in the ANCA antibodies and is where unusual ANCA results are retested.

Dr. Targoff

University of Iowa Lab Description

University of Iowa Lab Requisition Form

Monday, May 4, 2009

Why Your Doctor Behaves The Way He Does When He Doesn’t Know What Is Wrong

Doctors and patients often don’t understand one another especially when a definite diagnosis seems impossible. Doctors and patients are frustrated by the same problem and end up at odds with one another instead of partners searching for the same solution. This is a very insightful website from a doctor about how doctors think and how you can influence your doctor to best help you. I wish I had read this article years earlier.

When Doctors Don't Know What's Wrong

Sunday, April 26, 2009

Narrative Medicine

Too often women with autoimmune diseases end up being belittled by their physician or even blamed for making up their symptoms. A new field within medicine has emerged that will hopefully address the attitudes some doctors leave medical school with. As a female patient with autoimmune diseases that has been stereotyped more times than I would care to remember, this quote gave me hope that maybe someday doctors won’t resort to belittling their patients when they are actually frustrated with the patient's disease.

“Sick people need physicians who can understand their diseases, treat their medical problems, and accompany them through their illnesses. Despite medicine’s recent dazzling technological progress in diagnosing and treating illnesses, physicians sometimes lack the capacities to recognize the plights of their patients, to extend empathy toward those who suffer, and to join honestly and courageously with patients in their illnesses. A scientifically competent medicine alone cannot help a patient grapple with the loss of health or find meaning in suffering. Along with scientific ability, physicians need the ability to listen to the narratives of the patient, grasp and honor their meanings, and be moved to act on the patient’s behalf. This is narrative competence, that is, the competence that human beings use to absorb, interpret, and respond to stories. … it enables the physician to practice medicine with empathy, reflection, professionalism, and trustworthiness.” - Rita Charon



Narrative Medicine: A Model for Empathy, Reflection,Profession, and Trust

Sunday, April 12, 2009

Professional Napper

I just wanted to let everyone know that I’ve been fighting a flare recently and I promise to write another article within a couple weeks. Thought I would leave you with the “professional napper” comic strip.


Tuesday, March 3, 2009

A Patient’s Description of a Good Doctor

Due to recent negative publicity about healthcare and doctors in general, BMJ asked and interesting question on their website. The theme issue was: What is a good doctor and how can we make one?

There were lots of insightful responses from doctors and patients. As a patient who has struggled to find a doctor to give meaningful and compassionate care, I too was curious as to what makes a good doctor. The best response came from a patient, Louise Ward. Below is her description of a good doctor.

“For several years I was registered with a wonderful GP in my home town. I never appreciated him until I moved away to study at the University. I went from being an empowered individual to a patient number. There was no recognition that I had existed before I joined my new practice - they never referred to any of my previous doctor's notes. It was upsetting to sit across the desk from the GP, give an account of what had happened, and then find out that the salient points had not been recorded in my notes. My suggestions for what might be happening were treated with, I felt, derision. After all, what would I know - I'm a mere patient!

It got to the point where I would only see my GP if I had a fair idea of what was going on. If I was concerned or worried I'd return home and see my "real" GP as a temporary resident.

So why was one GP wonderful and the other not? My "real" GP became my expert best friend. He took an interest in me as a person and not as a set of symptoms; he knew when to speak and, more importantly, when to shut up; my history was that MY history not his questions with his answers; I felt empowered and never felt bullied into taking a course of action that I didn't want to follow. At the end of the day he seemed to realize that I might be better placed to make suggestions as to what was going on.

My experiences lead me to make the following as a summary of a good consultation. The doctor asks questions; the patient gives answers; the doctor uses their knowledge and skills to help the patient make sense of their answers; the patient ultimately decides what they want to do with their doctor's support. My unhappiness arose when the doctor filled in her own answers.”


The bottom line is a good doctor is one who listens and respects the patient as a partner in healthcare.

Saturday, February 21, 2009

What’s Wrong with Health Care in America

Dr. Fogoros, a cardiologist, has written a great article describing why the medical system behaves the way it does and more importantly how to best protect yourself from the system.

Here are some of the highlights from his article:

“The fundamental issue with American health care is the rationing problem. This is not a problem of whether to ration - we don't have any choice about that, since we simply can't buy all the health care that might be useful for every individual - but how to do it. And since rationing health care is politically unfeasible (despite the fact that we don't have any choice about it), there is only one answer to the "how" problem: we've got to ration covertly.

Covert rationing means rationing (that is, withholding care) without mentioning it to anybody. And the only way to accomplish that is to have the doctors do it, quietly and whenever possible, subconsciously, at the bedside. Covert rationing requires that doctors, when making decisions about what tests to order and what care to give, must take into account something other than what's best for the individual patient sitting before them. That "something other" might be any of a multitude of factors, such as the regulations promulgated by the feds, personal financial incentives promulgated by health plans, interpreting scientific data with a certain slanted viewpoint, or peer pressure to behave in a certain way for the good of the profession or the specialty or the practice (i.e., protecting turf.) The point being that covert rationing - which, like it or not our society has fully embraced - requires, as a fundamental tenet, the systematic destruction of the doctor-patient relationship.

[This destruction of the doctor-patient relationship] explains all the seemingly bizarre behavior we see taking place every day in the American health care system. While you may be lucky enough to find a doctor who is adept at "gaming" the system, or who will take personal risks to get you what you need, you certainly can't count on that. Especially when you are dealing with a potentially life threatening disorder. You can no longer assume that whatever needs to be done will be done. You can't be passive. You've got to take responsibility for and control over your own health care.”

For the full article see:

Why the Health Care System Behaves the Way It Does

Managing Your Doctor

Managing Your Health Plan

Managing Your Own Health

Saturday, February 14, 2009

More Research Labs for Antibodies

I also had blood sent to a research lab in Oklahoma. I had some confusing lab results, which sent doctors on a search for determining my specific antibody. I had a positive C-ANCA antibody test, which is supposed to by 90% specific for Wegener’s, but from my symptoms I obviously did not have Wegener’s. Since I had symptoms of myositis and a cousin who has Dermatomyositis, my blood was sent to a research lab that specialized in myositis antibodies at Oklahoma. Oklahoma also has a research lab that deals with Lupus and other autoimmune disease related antibodies. These labs are capable of multiple types of tests to confirm antibody specificity. However, even with all their technology they unfortunately were still unable to identify my antibody.

Oklahoma research blood test information and requisition forms:

OMRF Clinical Immunology Laboratory

OMRF Myositis Profile

Thursday, February 5, 2009

APS Antibodies Found in Spinal Fluid

It is a relatively new concept to test patient’s spinal fluid for antibodies. I displayed multiple symptoms of APS, however I did not have a single positive blood test result. Because I had been having daily headaches for over six months and I was on immune suppressant drugs, the doctors decided to order a spinal tap to rule out an infection. Since spinal fluid would be available, they decided to send some of the spinal fluid off to the APS lab in Indiana as well as some of my blood. My spinal fluid ended up being positive for anti cardiolipin. However, my blood had been tested for that antibody for over 13 years by multiple labs and my blood was never positive. This was supportive proof for the theory that the blood brain barrier can make antibodies separate from the blood stream.

Research article from PubMed

Wednesday, January 28, 2009

APS Antibody Test

One of the most important lessons I’ve learned through my medical journey is which lab conducts your test is important. If lab tests return normal but symptoms suggest otherwise, it may be worthwhile for you and your doctor to find a lab that conducts research on the test you have in question because there may be perfectly logical reasons why the tests don’t agree with the symptoms. I had so many physical symptoms of the Antiphospholipid Syndrome (APS) it wasn’t funny, but all the doctors abandoned the diagnosis because my blood tests returned normal. Through my internet reading I ran across the following article that shed some light as to why my tests might be normal. There are other APS antibodies that only a few research labs are capable of testing and some people may only be positive for the obscure antibodies.

APS Article

Lab requisitions form for your doctor to send your blood to be tested.

APS Lab in Indiana

Sunday, January 18, 2009

Medical Insurance Woes

I recently had some specialized blood work performed that could only be sent to one lab. The blood was drawn by the local hospital, which my family doctor uses for a lab. This hospital has recently fallen on hard economic times as many hospitals have across America. The lab technician snapped at me because the specialty lab did not send the tube or prepaid box to send the blood. I told her the hospital was supposed to charge me for the blood draw and shipping. However, she proceeded to pick up the phone and started complaining to someone at the specialty lab. At one point in the conversation she yelled over the phone, “Your lab is getting to perform the test, all we are getting out of this is a blood draw!”

It is sad and frightening that medical insurance reimbursements have driving the medical community's focus away from patient care. As a patient, comments like this frighten me that the hospital is more concerned with its bottom line than my care. It sounds like they are not interested in taking care of all of my health needs, only the ones that make them money. How is that supposed to make me feel confident that these medical professionals will make the right decisions concerning my health when insurance companies have pressured them to the point that the bottom line is first priority? Who is a patient supposed to trust?

Friday, January 9, 2009

So What Do Antibodies Look Like?

Why and how seems to pop out of engineers mouths before we even realize it. Naturally, I couldn’t help but wonder what antibodies look like under immunoflorescence. Below is a really neat web site that has actual pictures of most of the commonly tested antibodies.



University of Birmingham

Saturday, January 3, 2009

Issues With New Automated ANA Test

I was monitored by a Rheumatologist for eight years when my disease was mild and only required treatment for Raynaud’s. During this time, the Rheumatologist ordered blood work once a year, which included an ANA test. The ANA test was positive every time.

Once my disease progressed to the point I had troubles walking, all of the sudden my ANA tests started to come back negative. I had some doctors question if my problems could be autoimmune related since my ANA was now negative. Fortunately, I had eight years of positive ANA tests to make them question the new results.

One of the Rheumatologist I saw had seen this happen to other patients. He told me that most labs had recently switched to a new automated method to test for ANA. To save money and hopefully standardize test results, labs switched to an automated method where a computer scans the blood instead of a specially trained lab technician. He had even seen a patient with raging Lupus all of a sudden have a negative ANA test. He sent my blood to a lab that still used lab technicians trained to titer the blood and look at the immunoflorescent patters and sure enough I was still ANA positive.

Most doctors, especially doctors who are not Rheumatologist, do not know that the ANA test they order has changed and that they may need to order the older more expensive method to confirm the results in a patient highly suspicious for autoimmune disease.

Doctor Comment on New ANA Test

(You may have to create an account at medscape to read the article. It is free and worth it.)

Journal Article on Automated Methods

In the sixth paragraph under the discussion section, the article states that the automated test detected less true positive results in patients with autoimmune diseases other than Lupus such as Rheumatoid Arthritis and Polymyositis/Dermatomyositis.

Information about other antibody testing methods:

Enzyme-Linked Immunosorbent Assay (ELISA)
Immunoassay
Western blot